Fear and Loathing in La Vita

July 4th approaches. I am as nervous as ever.

It's probably because I see it as something that will define my life. That's when I decide whether or not to fight for him. When I confirm whether or not what I have been feeling is real or a product of loneliness. Whether he likes me or not. I'm thinking that he does, but that either he's: just flirting; not sure; reminiscing; just as lonely. If he was equally smitten... oh boy.

It's like he said, if we ended up together, it would be terribly romantic.

Plus, it's not helping that I keep thinking about how kissing him would feel.

On another subject... I locked myself out of the house today. For like an hour and a half. Fortunately, I was able to watch my soap opera while I waited for help. I was able to get back in and now my parents have to pay for it (ha!).
Plus, I dislike this town for not having a freaking locksmith. Guess what I'm getting on ebay now. (Hint: I saw one in Alias).

I gotta go to sleep. Gotta get up early to work on texts. Later.